singing in the shower

This is another song we sang at Bubba's funeral almost seven months ago.

I love it so much.

He did too.

I would hear him singing it in the shower quite often.

❤️

I read Psalm 103 several times this morning just letting it soak into my soul.

Bubba used to quote the first few verses to me all the time.

"Bless the Lord, 

O my soul;

And all that is within me,

Bless His holy name.

Bless the Lord, O my soul,

and forget none of His benefits."

Psalm 103: 1~2

I miss Bubba so much.

Some days much more than others.

Today I need his understanding, his support, his wisdom, his counsel.

I need his arms around me,

His hand holding mine,

His smile,

His love.

💔

 

Today the loss of my husband feels mind-numbing.

I'm trying really hard to "live in the light of all the love he left behind."

 

*song by matt redmon