reality

I guess it's normal...

The reality of Bubba's death is hitting me with a vengeance.

It's been two months.

I'm up and going but everything seems hard.

I've lost my words.

There is a part of me that died with him.

I'm doing stupid things.

My brain seems fried.

I feel empty and tired and sad.

My eyes cry.

My heart is broken.

My muscles ache.

There is nothing good about death,

but it is a part of life that we all must face head-on.

My words may come back tomorrow or it may take a while.

In the meantime,

 I'll wait patiently for Jesus to heal my broken heart with His love and truth.

😢

*photo by david

pulling in to Grand Turk Island

February 2020